Sunday, June 22, 2008

Let the ambiguity run all the way. No harnessing. No conditioning. Let it run from the beginning to the end. From the first shock of breath to the shock of its absence. Let the ambiguity make you shiver; let it ride throughout your fragile body and rivet you in each moment. Let the ambiguity overshadow, overcome, and overwhelm. Don't run. Don't duck. Don't hide. Don't shy away. And most of all, don't try to comprehend--don't try to understand--don't try to reduce--just let it ride. Let it throw you back on your throwness and shove you forward into your still undisclosed self. Yes, let the ambiguity run. Let it run from beginning to end. From the immemorial time of creation's dawn to the ineluctable end of its apocalypse. From the time you hear the call, to the time you answer the call. From the time of invisibility to the time of impossibility. Let's let it take us into the rush of the sea--churn us, flip us, bewilder us, and confuse us. Let's have it. Let's have it all.